Gary…

he was fighting against someone invincible
so he already knew he could not win
still grabbing onto this speck of hope
but it was only my imagination
the light that he saw was just a twinkle
a twinkle born from the the light she exudes
A blinding light that he was dazzled with
like a moth that is attracted by a flame
getting closer and closer, moving towards the light
as he was pursuing the light, always following
without knowing what would happen, being optimistic
never knowing what lies in the future, still hoping
but then her dazzling light stopped moving forward
he just stayed with her, still fascinated by the light
he moved closer, closer, not realizing the danger
but he went too far, he became too close
the invincible enemy he was fighting won, no doubt
and just like a moth, he got burned by the light that
he worshipped…

Well, as I was checking the files in my hard drive.. I found this.. I vaguely remember writing this but.. well, lets see if i could continue the story..  Anyway this is chapter one of this untitled story( it’s untitled because i can’t think of a title at the moment…

CHAPTER 1
~Dream~

There I was holding the hand of the most
beautiful girl i have ever seen as we were walking
along the beach, as the sunset as our background, it
was the most romantic scene that i was in. As i
continued to walk, she stopped, smiled at me and
said “I Lo..rrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnngggggg…
what the fork?. It was my alarm clock. I realized it
was only a dream. And yeah, how in reality could a
loser like me make a girl that beautiful fall for
me. As i got up from my bed, i checked my clock “Oh
my lord, it’s almost 9 ‘o clock, i’m gonna be late
for my class”. As i was rushing to fix myself up, i
remembered the face of the girl in my dreams and
wondered “could there be a girl that beautiful”. Any
how i’m off to start a whole new life at highschool.
“bye mom, i’m going off now. see you later”  i said
to my mom. “ok be careful” mom said. Oh yeah, i
forgot to introduce myself, I am Arc Sebastian Wood
but my friends call me Arc, I am your average kind
of guy, average height, average built, average
looks, almost everything about me is average. As i
continued to walk while looking up to the sky, lost
in my thoughts when suddenly ‘BAM’ I accidentally
ran into someone. When i was about to help her up, i
couldnt believe my eyes, it was the girl from my
dreams. “umm, sorry” the girl said ” my fault” and
run off, i didnt even get a chance to ask her name.
i was in awe. my only thought were “who was that
girl?”, and suddenly i remembered “im going to be
late!!!!!!!!”

..to be continued.. eventually…

i wished for courage for i was scared
i wished for light for it was dark
i wished for food for i was starved
i wished for water for i was parched
but none was given to me
everything they took,nothing was spared
but there is only one thing
one thing i wished they did not take
a smile, your smile
for without it, i would die

Sadly sitting in the corner
Knees drawn tightly on my chest
Tears slowly running down my face
Deeply wounded but there’s no blood
Bleeding only in my heart
I look into my wretched soul
Cursing this emptiness inside
Emptiness brought upon by my cowardice
As i stand up from my lonely spot
No ray of hope shines upon me
Only this darkness i am enveloped in
As i slowly see myself breaking
Pain and sorrow slowly oozing from within my soul
On top of all the shattered pieces
Is my lonely heart, all alone
Laying there still, beating
Wishing someday, somehow
Someone will give it a home